ecstasy sucks ...

ecstasy s our coll yearly func ... dont even mind to press shift + e to make it caps.
it was really dum shit ... Most of the time screeen was occupying d dais
than perforances. nothing interesting, innovative, graceful, cheerful, or
anything that a func should ve. its my third ecstasy n they r boring with same kinda stuff...
3 days went n really got pissed off each day,
Y dont they make it different with new ideas. They can surely, as coll fund s overflowing for this func but they keep the same list of programs in same order.

Best 3 ratings out of entire boredom:
1. old s gold by Team D. almost brought d classic shivaji ganesan song with his expression n gestures.

2. western group dance by Team D , they brought The Pirates of Carribean on stage including costumes , ship formation n even telescope.

3. mmmm.... got 3 days holidays bcoz of this so called func.

wat could be possibly done for next year func .... i know a committee works for program list , first they must throw away that old crap list. old depictions n copying event from any one of Tv reality show must be prohibited. individual event must be clearly described - for eg: Skit.

The only thing they do in skit s run cine songs n just move here n dere with no expession in face or no body language. skit must be like a PLAY in olden days. performers must act like theatre artist. its possible, everyone acts daily in real life to show a person whom they r not. func must be going in a flow , not like waiting for half n hour for each event .... etc etc
i still ve more ideas to blog here so just think , a single brain can change these much things , how much when a bunch of men sit n DO ??? i dont wish next time func to be good i just wish i shud not turn that side next year ......

WAR ON MUMBAI - lots of sorrow , speculation , pointing others r happening around... i dont want to get mix up with that mess....i dont want to argue whether it s Intelligence agency failure or politicians ignorance or etc etc .
I m clearly sad n disappointed.
Sad- bcoz it s occuring to one my innocent countrymen n my nation s so vulnerable to such acts n its increasing in attitude now a days.

Disappointed - bcoz v dont find a solution to this. India knows it all starts from which nation even knows where it gets fund, techonology , arms n better know where d training camps r located n even ve sattelite pic but v dont act , v dont show our power, v dont show our nation a peaceful future.

I read a book Ken follet's TRIPLE
storyline -
how israel prepares itself against Egypt n palestine in 1970's . really a gripping thriller story but the bottom line of the story stuck me.
Israel never waits for things to happen , they just arm themself with weapons , spy, technology , everything before arab could do.
its the best way.Whole World fears israeli intelligence Mossad- ruthless with all modern equipments , they watch whole world .
whenever a terror strike occurs they just enter lebanon , palestine n strike terror hide outs. We all know israel surrounded only by enemies all around , palestine lebanon, egypt , arabs even Russia s against them bcoz israel gets aid from U.S n great britain .. but they never panic or sit for peace talk ... they just fight out their battle bcoz
they know its the only way for their SURVIVAL.
when r we going to realize this Truth.

really not a interesting week as i hoped ...

she s my. . .

I saw her when i was 17 she was also 17 !!!!
yes she made be stupid , even now when i start to write about her she
makes me stupid......
When i saw her for the first time i got a spark....
my heart confirmed it, but i dont believe in
Love at first sight so i waited to see her for second time n
then i told to my heart she s the ONE ....
in 17 it may be Attraction , Infatuation,or even lust... i dont mind
giving a name to it bcoz she s my ONE.
she s d one who made me to realize that i m a Man
n the one i m seeing now s a woman.

still i dont know this-
i became a man n them saw her (or)
i saw her n them became a man.

so where it was? in her long hair, in her left upper overlapping
tooth over incissor, in her cheeks _(temporary well forms when she smiles)
, in her smell, in her dark eyes -which s even darker than a winter night,
in her long narrow neck.... ah!!! dont know , but it was in her.... a Spark.
how to name it...

i waited , n waited ...may be i did it too long , she was gone. . . it melted like a
unsung sonnet.
wat else i could do, i was just 17... but i never feel or felt for that.
y shud i feel - she s not dere.True , but her memories still lives in me ....
in these 5 yrs i ve not seen a beautiful thing in this world that ll match seeing her smile from side...a small dimple, a small elevation of lips over the unaccustomed
teeth , d black rabbit doll hair band,....
she was dere, she is still dere ....

so if u ask me .. R u ok ??
my answer - yeah!!perfectly ok.. n she s also fine i know ... n i still spend time with her , yes - she steals my time without asking .
my date time with her are...

1. the day before exam , when i seriously pretend reading without
seeing tv, comp,mobile, she is unstoppable...

2. sunday afternoon after heavy meals.

3. during power cut!!!!!

4. before bed when i ve no one to chat ...

5. if afternoon lecture class extend beyond 3 noon...

6. the hour after seeing a nice movie..

it goes on....
so wat s to be done .... nothing !! i like this , i like being like this.. .
so y shud i fool myself that i m going to forget her when i know i cant...

bcoz of my long waiting i missed her,
but still i ve no other choice but to wait!!!


ya... i m waiting ....
i dont want d whole world to turnover, just
enough if she turns around.

EPILOGUE: even today if four gals cross me i look first at the
shortest one, bcoz she s Short....

may be i'm a fortune's fool




[ feeling sleepy vil write in detail
some other day....

intro

hi let me intro my frens ,
tere r many but i ll tell about the ones v r going to discuss more.
name nick name
Ganapathy - Fire
ayyapan - aibo
vijayaraj - v.raj
arul - appakaran
praveen.v - kuchi
then for complerion sake
arunkumar - silky .
so now individual descritions n profile....
Fire- play boy of our coll , always comes with a smile ,tries to joke ,
gals love him n he also give back love to them ....
cheeky guy but has no cheeks. sex appeal- curly hair (in head) ..
never allows his hair to be straight . damm careful.
talent - can speak to any one instantly if it s a gal.
aibo- aibo n fire r good frens but differ in morals .
he s more of a old school type, thinks
be silent n not speaking to gals ll attract them.
but he s wrong in my opinion bcoz he still ve no gal frens in our coll.
he has strong aversion for tamil gals, likes kerala gals,
he s even behind a kerala gal but he likes her front also.
v.raj- nice one , always genuine, caring , humble , keeps secrets to himself
knows everything about me. In future if he writes autobiography
i ll ve no other option but to exile to a african country.
kuchi-impressive, want to be good to all,accepts others view, directly apologizes
if he feels he s wrong. always ready to hang out. fun loving. my personal
opinion he got screwed himself in a small circle , he s more than wat he s
now.
arun- gentleman. i always keep myself away frm him.always with a comment in
his tongue tip for anyting n nothing.good to be in his presence.


note: being a son of a surgeon i dontlike to move with son r daughters of a Doctor
,no specific reasons , just an aversion.... in front of them right from
childhood i ve to prove myself , which i hate. i want to show them for wat i m not .
They might be good n better than me but dont want to know or be with them.
i think this man arun my freind also falls in this category n thats reason for a distance
between us, ve to come out myself of this n be good frend to them also.

so wait for all stupid things, useful medical facts, useless procedures,senseless
jokes happening in our coll n going to happen in my coll. u r going to know everything ....

i m a coll student , to be specific medical student. ya, as u think budding doctor.
just a simple coll student with regular hospital postings n afternoon lecture sleeping class.
so wat ll be new here, i dont know ... but just giving a try like we pull d door even after seeing its
locked.
but one thing sure, u cant ve any advice or philosophy of how to life... bcoz thats d last thing i want to hear from anyone.
so just discuss about my environment , facts, my view on things.
first of all introduction- my coll s not like any dramatic place to be...
like universal medical prof its also a boring place, but i dont think so bcoz i m happy everyday here.
...... things of interest today,
1. i dint go to operation theatre today -bunked.
so my unit chief , obstretician &gynae has called me- as usual she ll scold n ask reason , am preapred for both, but real reason- y i dint go is, am not going to do any kind surgery dere so y shud i go... shhhh.. u cant speak out this, just convince n justify urself.
2. my friend v.raj showed his disappointment for sticking posters in new coll build.,
he said its d only building looking nice, note: he s a hostler and i m a dayscholar , v days had a func n so v all sticked posters. he was hardly right but pre-func mood v all were out of mind n did without thinking . hope he ll be ok tommorrow.
3. my laziness s foiling me, as usual dint complete my record , crossed deadline but still ve no plan of completing
so nothing special today, but i cant agree it was a boring day.
see u soon in good , non sleeping mood . . .

y shud i blog