Monday, January 24, 2011

Lump in a throat


" wise men fall in goa only fools fall in college "

- sivasankar


College life is like a visit to goa , you go there with lots of expectations n

determinations to fall but return back with empty hands and bag of memories .

One incident happened in my college's senior batch that disturbed me

so much . Its a very usual thing that happens in my college , guy n gal comes

from different place,
fall in love n then break up n go back to their

native place to marry
a person who also comes back leaving someone

in her/his college gate.


The same incident happened in my senior batch n it disturbed me

so much . It goes like this - both wait in railway station for


their train to arrive n carry him/her n their thoughts . They both were

sitting in park bench
surrounded with disturbing noisy station crowd

outside n devastating silence in heart inside. When
my friend

narrated this incident it was so touching and i wanted a perfect line

that could give a
perfect finishing touch for this n make the situation

still poetic. But friend was way distant in railway
station when this

incident happened, he couldnt hear anything. I was so curious to know

what ppl
speak before they break up n the perfect line that

wrap up all their sorrows together. Eventhough the
Author has

faced two break ups but both were only swearing words from the

gentlewomen part n
silent reaction from author so i really really wanted

to know what they speak in their last meet.


So after almost a year i got that LINE that would perfectly fit to that

occasion. It goes like this


RAILWAY STATION EVENING ...


SCENE happens in a concrete bench in front of a tea shop

(with cool breeze flowing in northeast n birds flying back to their

home southeast )



SHE = We dint do anything wrong other than to fall in love ..

HE = ( he remains silent to deliver that perfect line)

SHE = why this s happening to us alone.. why do ppl still believe in caste ,

religion, language


HE = (silence )

SHE = If there s next birth v shud be born in same religion n love all life

HE = (silence )

SHE = what wrong v did ?? tell me!! ... ( she bursts into tears )

HE = ( he realized this the time to speak n finally says or could ve said the most searched line by meto end the last meet )

" Our Love happened in Right place but at wrong time !! "

SHE = ( silence )

Her silence was short lived as the train whistled into the station ..finally she had to leave ...

SHE = will u stop loving me after i get into the train ??

HE = will u stop breathing after u get into the train ??

SHE & HE = [ (silence ) - means point taken ] !!

SHE = I want to leave this place with a smile ..pls tell me a joke !!

HE = (with fast approaching train n racing heartbeat he couldnt remember

any joke n started to say " Once a rabbit asked deer ..

SHE = come on dont tell that ..tell me something that i could really laugh

out pls !!

HE = ah .. i dont get anything but i can tell one thing for sure , my

friend sivasankar is really a nice guy !!

( they both erupted into laughters which took almost a minute to settle.. )



With this the train whistled its way out of the station , both got

married separately ,had kids n
sterilization done .

P.S = This post means no offense against current or future lovers in my college .

If ur story ends this
way author cant be held responsible.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Intern .. Mobile .. Life


Those were days when i receive a call , a smile spreads over my face like a omlet spreading over kadai .. I ll be curiously waiting for calls . Those midnight chats with Her s [plural ] , texting early morning days ve gone. Now I feel these things happened a decade before . My life for past 6 months has changed from my normal course n now running to keep up my time. Life s Hectic .

But nowadays when i receive a call i give a deep frown before attending it. The
caller ll be old nurse calling me to Hosp saying patient got this complaint n
that complaint. U cant spend time for urself . Just when ur relatives come home
u get a call saying a case s very bad come soon to hosp. In all wards ur name n mobile number ll be sticked to walls like a wanted List. U dont know from which '
ward u ll get a call n for what. Most of the time the call ll be for unnecessary reasons . Those stupid staff could handle it but she prefers to disturb u. Bcos
of this i feel i got no time for me.


No way i could manage time n spend time for myself .Those were days when v all
used to ve lots of fun within a single room. V never needed a separate place to make fun .Just anywhere our very presence ll lift d mood n make us feel light.

Now i go for lots of Treat with my co-intern n v all laugh together but never feel
light or enthusiastic . I observe a pattern of false smile n fun round the Dinner
table. I dont like these kinda NEED TO LAUGH pattern . So i become a silent
spectator among them. Those days with my friends can never be brought back or
replaced. New friends r just to be named as Professional friends I say . Its like
going somewhere to break ur work stress.


Being said this s how my life s going to be . Its the choice i made so no turning
back.

I feel lots of lots of things ve changed in my life . Like those midnight
calls ve been shifted to 3am morning n early morning texting ve now become
my Noon routine. Then regarding time management i ve been complaining
For 23 yrs Nothing could be done on it :).

So wats this .. every Intern complaining about their life style change n saying
not able to manage time.I ve never seen anyone of my friend managing time
or being punctual . so y complaining Now. The above things r just a small addition
to our routine Life. Its not that v ve lost our life. So sad i ve also been in this
category . If ppl scold or irritate us in work ,so wat?? v ve faced similar things
when v were a student. At that time v were able to forget n overcome it but now thinking ourself as grown up v take it as an Embarrassment. Why to think
or ve an Illusion that v r grown up when v r not. I'm proud to say i'm still
Immatured n dont know the real world . ya few of my batch Gals even gonna get
married ,it doesnt demand me to be so serious n stiff matured guy. I cant change
for others . I prefer change shud occur from ur Inner sense . And I'm patient
enough to wait for it. .. Till then i ll be what i'm now..

see ya Folks .

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Facebook Chat ..

TWITTER -

U cant control frowning when ur friend comments on ur fav gals FB wall ..

- fuherShiva

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HE = Hi :) how r u ?

SHE = Hey Hi ..fine here , long time no see..so how r u ?

HE = Had chappathi for dinner ..

SHE = what ??

HE = I answered ur next question :P

SHE = oh.Let me tell the last then " ciao!"

*she goes offline with this *


Moral - Gals ve scanty sense of humor..!

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SHE = Hi .. wasssup ..

HE = Argh .. it was a tough day , got screwed by senior officials,they treat us like
slave .They dont even mind to give a 1/2 hour break for lunch , they dont take
any responsibility just show directions n disappear . I hate to work with
them but i like this job n wont give up.

* she goes offline without any notice *


Moral - Gals ask caring question not for answers only to be asked in return...

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SHE = It was a great weekend .. :))

HE = Mm ..

SHE = Me n my friends really enjoyed a lot :)

HE = mmHmm ..

*she goes offline *


Moral = Gals dont like calm n patient guys .

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SHE = Hey ya .. wassup ?/

UR Friend = Tubelight , fan n two romancing lizards ..

SHE = LOL :) Anytime ----izm thana ??

Ur Friend = Nopes only 24 hrs a day ...

u know " Love is Blah ! blah !! ..u cant explain it , u can only accept it "
#----Quotes


SHE = haha.. u r so funny .. u made my day ..!

*she stays online *


Moral - Girls r weird n Like weird people .

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P.S - I hate Facebook n I Love Facebook for the same reason ..:p


Few may think the entire post is to mention about the last convo , but its not

true .This post belongs to category - Random Thoughts . :P