November

Its sad my blog is going like a entrybook .So finally November has come.

"The toughest thing in the world is to convince yourself".



Life is just illusion of pleasantries and we are awaken from the dream by unpleasant happenings. Its like only when u r going through
ur rough patch of life u realize u r living in this
world with real persons.The moment this thought gush through ur mind u feel a
instant hatred for people ,i mean the real world people and you feel all people are mean n cold. Blah!Blah! what the fuck is going on in me.. I agree its a tough
time for me but the thing is that i ve lost myself makes things tougher.
The guy who points black people's intention ,narrows n finally
zeroes the part in my mind causing the commotion n
tries to throw that part out of mind is missing for quite sometime now, n feeling hard to cope up without him.

Although i remain solid as ever n dont whine to others , the thing is tough this
time probably because of my breach in self defense n not able to exactly point
the location of the culprit n pull it out of mind. Dont expect me to make a
statement that i shud never got involved in this , nah ! nah I stepped into this
at my own will n tried to go through it even knowing all the after effects ,
probably this time i was overconfident about me n got slipped. Just when u
believe more in you God turns his dice to roll things to go unpredictable ,thats
what he does ,the worst opponent just to make the game more interesting
he turns things to any side with less rules n i must admit i was caught by
surprise by his move n though the move is slightly against rules u cant
complain when u r playing against him. So this time he wins or to be precise
he made the person on his side to win over me.

Truth and lies have a very short life than ours. A truth or lie cant stand ages like
a rock. All real life events that you see , you hear n you feel are true for the
moment but when the person goes in another direction all the truth takes a
U-turn at you n start to become lies n make a fool out of you. Its how u take
up those truth turned lies which come at high speed against you in the same
lane decided who u are . You may run backwards for few moments to avoid
the crash but the more backwards u move more is the pace it gets acquired and
you may get hit very badly. This is what i'm doing now n this is what is should
stop doing,and face those lies which was masked as truth once.

Though I still got the weapons to destroy the opponent, i dont intend to do it..
According to me thats called POWER. You can rip a person into pieces n
can destroy what all they got but still u dont . [ Courtesy:Schindler's List] .
Let them live their life.

As always i say this is not the November i thought ,i was dreaming a different
November ;).

P.S: With this November i'm completing 3 years in blog. Life has changed
considerably through this period. So let me greet myself with a nice bouquet :))

Remember Remember !!

DATE:25th OCt,2011.

October 25th .. night 11.45pm ... i got a call ...

P.s: ok i ve completed the post ;). Just made a entry to this blog about this date to
keep it documented . Its a very special date n i had a special phone conversation. oops i cant elaborate anything on it.

Teen Times ..

TRIVIA [ From teen memory ]

"Silk" Smitha was initially called as smitha n she got the Tag after acting
in a film called SILK SILK SILK . Although the title has three silks , silk smitha
acted only in dual roles, one a police cop n other fisherwoman.If my memory
serves me right i think the fisher woman was called as silk ,the film became a
instant success n the character bought her so much fame it sticked to her till
last minute of her life. (u wont find these details even in ImDb , i bet :P )


People reading this might think why did i come up with such a topic??
Not to mention my blog is a vegetarian one , and
kids n woman roam this place without any harm or inconvenience ,u might
think " Is it right to talk about her here? "

The reason i brought this topic today is that today i happened to watch the
Teaser of the film THE DIRTY PICTURE . As u all know its a story based
on silk smitha's life. I feel this attempt is just to mint money out of her past
like Spielberg brought back Dinosaurs, the similarity is still more between
both films ; they dint need to pay Royalty to either dinosur or silk.


So no way the film is going to be helpful for todays youth or the old who
feel young when they watch her songs.Actually my point is not to feel
concerned for the current generation , bcos they r better exposed than this.

The thing i want to tell here is about my relationship with silk smitha ,
no ! no ! nothing like i can cherish forever .Just my life n days rolled during my teenage . Although silk sumitha belonged to one generation before me ,
she was the first woman to enter my home through TV. We had a television even
before my birth but cable channels found their way into my home only
when i was VIIth grade , till then i was dumped watching dubbing serials
in DD like Chandrakantha , Krishna, Junnon , Shanthi .. In DD they rarely
telecasted film songs n that too they would ve relayed silk songs may be
once in a decade which clearly i ve missed .

So when Cable channels came through , it opened a new gate of entertainment.
I watched all sports ,snow skatings ,crocodiles ,snakes , lion hunting deer
wrestlings wwe etc n was exposed to a wider world according
to me. Slowly when i was climbing grades in school i started to watch films
which ll ve a item song with silk for sure .Even Rajini n kamal films fell in that
category. Those days i dont understand y she comes in between a film with no
reason n disappears after the song , i even used to eagerly wait till climax to
know what happened to her after the film.To be humble i was not that dumb
for long time n sooner i understood her reason in film for a song alone.

Those days i cant watch such songs when parents are around. I found the
afternoon time as an escape when everyone in home used to sleep. When i
happened to watch her ,i know she is seducing but cant understand what
made her more successful when compared to others. It took years for me
to understand and the same thing that makes me confident that vidya balan
cant outsmart silk is the "PAIR OF EYES" silk had. She dressed less , danced
with pelvic clutches but still there were dozen more to do like that n even more
in cinema but she had everything in her narcotic eyes which conveyed all emotions on the viewers !!

So the pair of eyes made the difference from rest n ll make the difference in
The Dirty Picture too .. anyway wish the team crew for success with her shadows.

You know what the Legendary actor Vinoo Chakravarthy :P [ Police cop n father
of Gautami in GURU SHISYAN movie ] said about her .
He says " A man who had 4 bottles of arrack is considered to be sober when
compared to the man who saw the Eyes of Silk Smitha "
That explains everything. :P