My Attitude Towards EXAM...

I Hate me during exam preparation... During Exam
time I always keep things to myself , never
discuss about my preparation or do combined studies ...

Normally i spend all time roaming with or without
reason , being with friends , speaking , speaking n speaking
( a simple Roadside romeo n chatter box)

NORMAL TIME :

BUT during Exam time i dont even show my Head outside often,
dont get along with friends in natural way ... Dont go for films
except when they compel... To be simple i ll a different man....

Its not i focus n concentrate too much ... Its
my hatred n Phobia for exams .

I dont want to speak to anyone bcoz they ll be
discussing about exams which i hate to discuss... So i just
stay from them...

EXAM TIME :


I dont even send forw sms , fearing that someone might ask
how much i ve prepared in reply n it will be embarrassing saying
Not Yet Started .... So dont even send sms or wish All The Best For
Exams ...


BRAVE MOVES :

The following things surprised me during exam holidays...

1. Suppi n nazar went to bet match cricket just 4 days before exam...

2. Two of my friends where regularly attending their 5 o' clock
work which is classified [ means cant be discussed due to
national security reasons !!!!! ]

3. Arun went to singapore n came ...

4. kadal was carrying out his National Survey programme in front
of suri's home...

5. Marriraj underwent his Ankle Surgery ( lat. coll lig tear )


I did nothing like this instead i dint study also... I was
wasting time staying alone .

Though the above moves were bold I was really stunned by
the impossible Move by Ganapathy during exam holidays
and i consider it the Boldest n my inspiring one...

It is , the night before exam when i was rolling with book which
i can never complete n was thinking about the after math of exams
ganapathy came to my house ...
I asked y ? calculating the seconds i'm wasting by speaking to him.

He replied he s going to temple n just came to my home on the way.

You may think wat is bold in this n it s normal everyone pray
before exams but.....

He s not a Normal man , the twist follows below..

After hearing he s on the way to temple ... I replied i'm also praying God to
see through his corner of eye...

He replied "Shiva u got it wrong .. I came to temple to see my Gal
friend's eye .. i know she ll be coming to temple today "

I said this s too much ...

but he said " I think seeing her eyes s more
vital for me than exams "

I was clearly annoyed n asked wat s in her eyes ??

HE said " dont just say its a eye , its the place where
i found me ... yes , only when i went near her n

saw myself in her eyes i realized its ME"

I asked straight " DO u love her , or ve u said ur love to her "

He replied " sky never says its love to sun , but it doesnt mean

sky s not in love with sun "

Eventhough he indirectly agreed, i couldnt hide my doubt so i

asked him " If sky loves sun , then wat is the affair between

SKy n Moon , And Y? moon doesnt come to meet sky in presence of sun "

I could smell the smoke somewhere , when i turned back i found
he was accelerating towards his temple in the temple ... I wished him
best of luck ....

But wat s this love always waiting , waiting n waiting ...
Dont they get bored up , or dont their love fade with time ...


But he gave me the answer with his actions , He waits near
temple to see her , she comes only once in a time ... but he doesnt
get depressed but wait for the next time ... Yes thats the answer ..

Love Works under BIG BANG THEORY ....

P.S :
BIG BANG THEORY - Its the most accepted version about how

Universe was created . Universe was like a ball n a

Big Cosmic Explosion occured before 25 crore yrs after which fragments

started expanding with time n universe was created...



The point of consideration s Universe EXPANDS with TIME ..n

it forms energy with expansion ...

so LOVE s similar to this ... A cosmic explosion occurs

i prefer to call it as SPARK , after that explosion

LOVE expands with TIME ... like our friend's case...

it gets its energy by the expanding distance ... so love doesnt

fade with time like Sahli's acid hematometer

colour plate [ potassium dichromate] ... It always expands

n keep on expanding even after v ve gone .

NO Doubt this man is the boldest one ... I even doubt he would be

the last SPARTAN ....

[ SPARTA - follows negative eugenics like they ll kill the weak n
disabled child to promote their race as the strongest
one , so this man must be the last surviving ruthless
Spartan ... ]


ah... forgot to tell about exams .... I hide myself from everyone
during exams except to one - its

My Kid Sister .

I call only to her n say about my current pathetic state

of exam prep . Its not a planned one or that i hate others .. Its just

the way IT HAPPENS .... i call her n say i'm not able to focus , i ve not

started anything , i'm in mood out , i'm really out of mind . she listens

everything with a smile ( u must get used to it ,u may think she s

mocking u , not like that, she ll smile in all situations)

After hearing everything she start to say that time itself

i told u to read , i told this ,i told that .. u ve to get all her digs .

This time she told me . "ok , 15 days dere ... u divide

five five days for each subject n complete , let me start to STIMULATE

u , " That day she told me to read a portion with strict order

saying after completion i ve to inform her n then only i can sleep.

The next day also she gave a portion , slowly she brought the

rusted derailed train back on track n it started moving towards its

destination...

A RARE COINCIDENCE -
The two days when she was stimulating
she gave me a portion . Portion from that came as TWO ESSAYS in
spm II paper . May be she has some wild instinct...


My kid sis s a motivational Liar ,,, when it was 15days for exam

she told 5 days enough for a subject but i remember the last time when it

was 30 days for exam she said 10 days enough for a subject ... Eventhough

i knew she was lying n my Exam preparation was going

Worser than WALL STREET Crisis ....

i dintn say anything bcoz its always a good feel

when someone says u can do it ... eventhough i was expecting

marks Lower than NASDAQ n DOW JONES points ...

Then last minute program in exam was T I S . It also worked

to some extent ...

Anyway exams r over , but i hate my attitude . Next time i must

be normally behaving to everyone n try to wipe off my poor attitude

like this ...; until then



" Naane Yenakku oru Nanmban illai "

Lessons i learnt from EXAMS

. . . once for all my third m.b.b.s university exams are over. As usual
it was hell both pre-exam n exam period. Somehow managed .

Community medicine paper was weird type , I paper
comes in II n II comes in I. so I wrote a combined
Cock tail . Praying a guy shud value
my paper , bcoz they like cocktail.

This time i learned very few for exams but Learnt a Lot about
exams. Right from childhood i hate ( naturally everyone) exams [ even
for Road license exam i bribed Rs.30 n got 90./. ]. But this time
i found at some point v ve to L O V E our exams to get through,
similar to ARRANGED MARRIAGE...

First U dont show any interest with ur partner
( books) , u irritate her, just leave her alone most
of the time. DOnt give ears to her feelings .

Openly say u hate her , abuse about her before others , curse
god for giving her ... U even hate to sit opposite to her in a table .

But as time passes , when u know there s no other way ...

U start looking at her deeply n say to yourself she s not that BAD
she s looking a bit pretty sometimes ...

then as time passes u start to interact with her , just for a while.
Feel very boring to be with her n get asleep, most of the time even in
front of her...

Then next morning u hold her with ur open hands saying Sorry n
today i ll spend the maximum timewith u ....

It goes n goes with nearing days u start to SLEEP ( books)
with her ...

Thats the best point , Yes u start to Love Her bcoz
there s no other hope...

Lastly , u r afraid of the society ... Yes, being with her all time
even sleeping with her without RESULTS provoke doubt on ur
self in the society....

So u r so desperate n Finally get the Result ...

so there s no other choice u ve with her , other than

to love ur woman( books) regardless

of its size , character , pain staking troubles , boresome attitude..


NOTE -
The time v start to Love her, influence the
Result Range.


I give only minimum Love to her , Its enough For ME.