something i want to tell ...

but ... ok its bcos of my alter ego so i couldnt. Let me use this place to
come out,which i cant do in coll in front of them ...
I'm not going to use names , just a single alphabet ( not first or last) , a unique
alphabet from thier names . ( i know some of them i know r reading this blog so
a cyber protection ;-) ...

-----> U - i miss u so much da , v had great time in II n III yr together in ur
room. u r such a nice person i dont want to miss in life. Just v r in diff postin n
busy schedule i cant speak to u much, nothing other than that. I always used to tease,
make fun of u n create a hell of cases against u , dont mind it .ok. its not that u r
so vulnerable , u r so sportive n dont matter things seriously. Apart from that u r
always my trusted one n i speak very openly to u . U always give ur unbisaed opinion
n i value it much. I want to be very close to u forever.

----> J - I think i dont ve anything to tell about u here . V both go well together
n there s no secrets within us not even cheap secrets. But neither of us control others,
i find it a matter of concern now a days bcos that v both ve same wavelength when v join
together the thing becomes BIG both good n bad . for now its great fun n happiness
but in future v must be reasonable n questioning each others. V r worst than drunken
drivers after night show , v r worst than bent pipe ladies in speaking gossips, v r worst than
the worst in all activities . But v always tell WE WILL CHANGE . I think time has come
for action in this statement.

----> P - u r a valuable friend to me . U r always available n so kind , its fun to
be with u , just one thing to
tell , u ve lots of gfs but i think u must change ur attitude , only speaking
wastes time n energy ... so start to DO something with them . I think u can understand my
point . doing something also wastes energy but not the TIME ;)
[ my friend can understand this point for others i ve to explain to avoid misinterpretation,
i meant he s a innovative man so i advise him to do tree plantation , coll welfare programs
etc etc with them ]

----> Y - u think i'm not close with u , i'm not free with u . bt its not like that . u also think
i'm too close to him . eventhough i tease with language Our language is not a barrier for us.
but i must agree even i feel odd distance with u, i think its bcos of our contradictory views
on certain things , for now v respect others views though v dont agree. Soon i ll cross over it
n completly be normal with u. I want to be a friend to u forever , dont ve any precise reason for
it but its wat i feel in this drowsy hour [12. 10 am]. one thing i want to make clear among us,
no indifferences within us , v r always TRIO.


----> E - i like u so much n u r the only gal where i dont see any actress impersonating
face .( most of the gals i speak do expression n slang similar to actress like most common
SS jenelia , Subramaniapuram swathy , K K jyotika - i hate such gals , stupids losing their
individuality which s the only thing others love in us)
but in the previous postin somethings ve changed my view , when i was always feeling
lonely i expected a lot from u , thought atleast u ll be supportive to me , but it dint happen.
I'm finding no fault in u. What i mean s now a days for everything i expect u , even for simple
things like about case, questions , tomorrow's work etc, which looks stupid for me , its even not good for my self . so i ve decided to move n
keep a distance from u n try to do things for myself without expecting u . U r always my
fav but wont be moving around u often. hope u can understand.


----> B- v both r stupids , no hard feelings , v must stop speaking the day before exam.
bcos everyone reads n only v both discuss how to spend the time in exam hall by simply
sitting . Even the day before our final yr O&G full paper exam v were talking about IPL
final n how to sit tomorrow ,then i went to sleep , hope u also did the same .


----> T - u r fun loving n serious man. Dont join with me n [B] da .. u r wasting time
with us in posting .Read with others , but i wont tell this straight to u bcos v love having
u by our side. ;)

----> V - never thought u ll be such a nice man. Its great to be ur friend. u r
very balanced n really i admire it. just i feel u r a bit controlling urself n hiding
ur nature in coll. U ve great sense of humour n timing but i dont see it in coll, just
within ur room u r king , i want u to be the same way outside, with others also, not just
with close ones alone. [ for that i'm not asking u to be like ( P) , its impossible for us , he
has natural power to speak even to JOy alukkas kerala receptionist -details below ]


----> O - just i walked out , thats wat u think ,its not so. I always was sincere friend
to u , but ur demands were too much n i couldnt afford that price ... see for a gal i cant
lose all my friends n individuality . u strongly commented my friends
, u wanted to change me, which i wont do for anyone . then u r
were too pretending which i hate in anyone . U do some things to hurt me which make
me really laugh n angry . Finally i came to know about lot of ur lies which made me lose
faith in u .... Its a bit difficult for both us , being in same postin but ve to carefully avoid
each other , hope will soon forget all things about u n start to look beyond u . But for now
i'm not going to play any mind games with u , if u wish u play .

Ok i think i ve completed . Its nice to do this , feel a bit lighter now. Will try to
do this in future also ...


back to the story -

[P] 's family went to buy jewels , when everyone was searching
jewels , he was searching for the kerala receptionist , found her n asked how s ur
hair so long n straight ? !!!! , no one can be like this , but the the story is still dere , she
smiled at him n they both spoke about this for half n hour . After that he would ve
surely got LONG n Straight ( no no, u readers r really bad ) hair.

P.s : children below 18 n heart patient dont try this , bcos [P] s professionally trained
n experienced man.

children above 18 do such things under his guidance .

P.s.s . Ganapathy , see i dint mention ur name this time, i respect ur feelings .

being Tagged...

I ve been tagged by my friend arun. so let me give a try...

1. only once i ve told " I love you " . Kept ice cold face n with animal directness i
said to her . Actually told twice , whenever i speak off imp things she just asks
me Wat? as if she dint hear it. so i said it twice without waiting for her Wat? ..

2. Two times i ve been caught by police . First in my tvs champ for driving
without license. Second the night after seeing Dark night movie i was
racing my 70cc bike thinking as if i'm in Batman bike, this time they stopped
me for asking whether i saw anyone in the road i came with white shirt. The
next day some chain snatching case in that st.
The funny thing is i never take my license when i drive my car, but no one ve ever
stopped n asked for licnense . When i drive 70cc Gearless clutchless two wheeler
everyone asks to show the license. Crazy guys they dont know wat is the purpose
of license .

3. Having my third mobile. First nokia 3315 , then nokia 6020 now having
SONy Ericsson Walkman 580 i . I Love it , great display n music.

4. Got four times injured in head .
I std - still no hair in that sutured area.
VI std - mild bleeding
VIII std - severe injury as i fell upright while doing monkey air jump.
X std - fell while riding cycle by holding friend's hand in sunny bike . Popular
ride during school days cyclers speeding by holding bikers.


5. from first yr mbbs i ve changed my study table positon 5 times citing reason
like, this direction light is not coming so only i couldnt study this n that
all though the real reason s i aint interested in reading.

6. My first romance happened when i was studying 6th . V both go in same auto to school
, she was my classmate n same section too. cant forget that bumping ride when
both our arms used to touch. divine romance without any thing in mind .
bcos at that age v both dont know anything other than
games n cartoons ...

7. Got 7 GF's actually 6 + i exGF . But been a friend for 2 yrs so she deserves to be
in this list.

8. My fav number , bcos many say 8 is unlucky no. so got a small feel in liking that no.

9. In 9th std i was changed from A.U.P.E.T school to Sri Jayendra school saying
studies r good in this school. Really discovered myself in this school ... a innocent
silent sensitive boy turned into a spoiled , farce , freak n stupid junk in this school.
cheers. ..!! I like how i'm now . Got life long friends from my 9th std.

10. My fav quote in tamil

" the person who says i got only bare hands wat to do ll be a Loser.

The one who sees his hand and say i got 10 fingers to Win this world

will become a LEGEND. "

really its nice n a bit difficult to think . Anyway was a different experience to tag.

Alien Vs Puppets

believe me i never wanted to go. I envied when boygals go
for treat in a group but this time i was really not interested. Bcos
i dont like any of them, but he gave me no chance . One of my
batch mate celebrated his b'day n he arranged treat in Arasan bakery
by 12noon !! I had gynaec theatre that day n it was over by 11.30 so
i thought i escaped n went home.
But he called me by 12 n said where r u ? i told to wait na ?
come here at once ? I cant give him a reason so i had to start .
Its the first time i was going to such boygals treat n was thinking lots about
it. Just when i reached i was late by 10mins . Got a corner seat, like
pre-planned i kept mum. The table had 8 guys n 10 gals . Among this
two pairs , one is the b'day boy n his love n other one was the suprise pair .
Like usual treat they had the routine stero type fun like sharing ice creams
laughing for sick jokes , unnecessary snaps , cross comments,
each one trying to prove themself as show stealers ,
each one trying to show their sense of humour . But i was new to that atmosphere
so opted to be an observer.
As treat was moving i felt myself as alien in that table , bcos everyone was
behaving completly senseless. They were just making a big fuss around so
that other table people would stare at them n think these guys n gals
r having great time together.
i suspect at that moment they would even laugh if i say today s tuesday.
Bunch of puppets i thought , then final part came when everyone started to
show their individuality like using stupid comments , gal throwing tissue paper
on boy , boy keeping horn to gal while taking snaps ... Each one commenting
about others make up etc etc .... 1.15 hr i really got pissed off.
Finally i was about to leave when my ex-gal friend wanted to speak to
me... She started her usual dialogues n ended by saying " u also try to be casual
friend like this n enjoy life with friendship "

,.... oops that was the last thing i want to hear " someone advising me to
be casual n enjoy " . I dont want to be in arguement with her so just let her off.
But is this what enjoyment means i dont want to do that .. bcos i know each n
everyone in that table n how they r . No one r actual friends all r just masked
friends , even during treat one was personally kidding about
the other to me .
I'm not anything like RSS or MNS or against gals , but happiness s not just
making fuss or showing fake enthusiam around unliked ones .
Even i would go with a gal in future but it wont be just to show others .
These people think themselves as nxt generation , modern but what they do
s they r just missing their natural happiness n peace .
i'm not against treat or freaking with gals but my point s y to ve fake happiness
without any reality n i dont want to pretend like them .
It was a nice experience bcos i happened to know about a Falsely made
enjoyment n i dont want to be a part of it in future .

... just few things i want to tell them
1. Dont order unusal food stuffs to show urself
2. Dont try to order the waiter to show urself before gals , be polite .
3. Dont behave silly like using personal comments , the people sitting in other
tables will surely think u r a junk n uncultured.
4. Gals dont think leaving half the food uneaten s sign of high class behaviour.
5. Gals dont try to joke when u really cant n prove u r a nut...
6. Gals dont think all r watching u n smile unnecessarily showing ur gums n teeth..
7. Guys dont be a fool by always paying the bill...

A advice to me

" Dont ever try to get in such dipshits again, be with ur own band of friends "

such treats r useless unless u go with ur really liked ones. Orelse go
without calling me ...

Reply to my ex-friend

" I'm always casual , thats y i ve left u without telling u . Then u dont need to advice
me to enjoy life . I know my toe n people around me know how i'm."


This was a very tough week with full of irritating people around me
so that reflects in my blog .... next time vil meet u with arun's
( my friend ,clg mate ) soft love story
Gone with the wind.

Arun's hikoo

" kanne a**tha

un

ullathai alli tha "

"