something i want to tell ...

but ... ok its bcos of my alter ego so i couldnt. Let me use this place to
come out,which i cant do in coll in front of them ...
I'm not going to use names , just a single alphabet ( not first or last) , a unique
alphabet from thier names . ( i know some of them i know r reading this blog so
a cyber protection ;-) ...

-----> U - i miss u so much da , v had great time in II n III yr together in ur
room. u r such a nice person i dont want to miss in life. Just v r in diff postin n
busy schedule i cant speak to u much, nothing other than that. I always used to tease,
make fun of u n create a hell of cases against u , dont mind it .ok. its not that u r
so vulnerable , u r so sportive n dont matter things seriously. Apart from that u r
always my trusted one n i speak very openly to u . U always give ur unbisaed opinion
n i value it much. I want to be very close to u forever.

----> J - I think i dont ve anything to tell about u here . V both go well together
n there s no secrets within us not even cheap secrets. But neither of us control others,
i find it a matter of concern now a days bcos that v both ve same wavelength when v join
together the thing becomes BIG both good n bad . for now its great fun n happiness
but in future v must be reasonable n questioning each others. V r worst than drunken
drivers after night show , v r worst than bent pipe ladies in speaking gossips, v r worst than
the worst in all activities . But v always tell WE WILL CHANGE . I think time has come
for action in this statement.

----> P - u r a valuable friend to me . U r always available n so kind , its fun to
be with u , just one thing to
tell , u ve lots of gfs but i think u must change ur attitude , only speaking
wastes time n energy ... so start to DO something with them . I think u can understand my
point . doing something also wastes energy but not the TIME ;)
[ my friend can understand this point for others i ve to explain to avoid misinterpretation,
i meant he s a innovative man so i advise him to do tree plantation , coll welfare programs
etc etc with them ]

----> Y - u think i'm not close with u , i'm not free with u . bt its not like that . u also think
i'm too close to him . eventhough i tease with language Our language is not a barrier for us.
but i must agree even i feel odd distance with u, i think its bcos of our contradictory views
on certain things , for now v respect others views though v dont agree. Soon i ll cross over it
n completly be normal with u. I want to be a friend to u forever , dont ve any precise reason for
it but its wat i feel in this drowsy hour [12. 10 am]. one thing i want to make clear among us,
no indifferences within us , v r always TRIO.


----> E - i like u so much n u r the only gal where i dont see any actress impersonating
face .( most of the gals i speak do expression n slang similar to actress like most common
SS jenelia , Subramaniapuram swathy , K K jyotika - i hate such gals , stupids losing their
individuality which s the only thing others love in us)
but in the previous postin somethings ve changed my view , when i was always feeling
lonely i expected a lot from u , thought atleast u ll be supportive to me , but it dint happen.
I'm finding no fault in u. What i mean s now a days for everything i expect u , even for simple
things like about case, questions , tomorrow's work etc, which looks stupid for me , its even not good for my self . so i ve decided to move n
keep a distance from u n try to do things for myself without expecting u . U r always my
fav but wont be moving around u often. hope u can understand.


----> B- v both r stupids , no hard feelings , v must stop speaking the day before exam.
bcos everyone reads n only v both discuss how to spend the time in exam hall by simply
sitting . Even the day before our final yr O&G full paper exam v were talking about IPL
final n how to sit tomorrow ,then i went to sleep , hope u also did the same .


----> T - u r fun loving n serious man. Dont join with me n [B] da .. u r wasting time
with us in posting .Read with others , but i wont tell this straight to u bcos v love having
u by our side. ;)

----> V - never thought u ll be such a nice man. Its great to be ur friend. u r
very balanced n really i admire it. just i feel u r a bit controlling urself n hiding
ur nature in coll. U ve great sense of humour n timing but i dont see it in coll, just
within ur room u r king , i want u to be the same way outside, with others also, not just
with close ones alone. [ for that i'm not asking u to be like ( P) , its impossible for us , he
has natural power to speak even to JOy alukkas kerala receptionist -details below ]


----> O - just i walked out , thats wat u think ,its not so. I always was sincere friend
to u , but ur demands were too much n i couldnt afford that price ... see for a gal i cant
lose all my friends n individuality . u strongly commented my friends
, u wanted to change me, which i wont do for anyone . then u r
were too pretending which i hate in anyone . U do some things to hurt me which make
me really laugh n angry . Finally i came to know about lot of ur lies which made me lose
faith in u .... Its a bit difficult for both us , being in same postin but ve to carefully avoid
each other , hope will soon forget all things about u n start to look beyond u . But for now
i'm not going to play any mind games with u , if u wish u play .

Ok i think i ve completed . Its nice to do this , feel a bit lighter now. Will try to
do this in future also ...


back to the story -

[P] 's family went to buy jewels , when everyone was searching
jewels , he was searching for the kerala receptionist , found her n asked how s ur
hair so long n straight ? !!!! , no one can be like this , but the the story is still dere , she
smiled at him n they both spoke about this for half n hour . After that he would ve
surely got LONG n Straight ( no no, u readers r really bad ) hair.

P.s : children below 18 n heart patient dont try this , bcos [P] s professionally trained
n experienced man.

children above 18 do such things under his guidance .

P.s.s . Ganapathy , see i dint mention ur name this time, i respect ur feelings .