she s my... PART II

saw her when i was 17 ( read older post she s my ... ) studied in same school , liked her , couldnt
tell her , she went , i went, years passed n after 41/2 years i met her again.



the moment i recognised its her as expected i became wordless , but not this time ,
i recovered quick n thought a way to speak to her . But she was with her mom n she dint she me , so it ll be odd to go n introduce myself, after all i havent spoke a word to her in two years school life . i told this to praveen when he started the bike , suddenly he stopped n told

" if u miss this chance u may regret it for life , so better go n speak ", i resisted but he told
" ok i ll start the conversation n u continue " , ( antonio in my story )

the plan worked n i spoke to her for 2 mins , all formal , but still i the feel the excitement. Till this moment wat i wanted is to speak a few words to her , but after this my mind asking next i want with her is ... bullshit . stop it .. crazy mind.

all these years she havent changed a centi metre ,but she told me " u ve changed a lot , i couldnt recognise u easily"

thought to interupt n tell " ..... " but just left ...v both r 22 now n the fact of becoming
anything together s remote , she s a engineer n am going to be a doctor. she got her career i ve my own, i got her mobile no. but not gonna call or msg . i cant just pretend to be a friend to her via forw msg n goodnight .

I got only two option " to love her or leave her alone "

I preferred the second ll be good for her .

the funniest thing s the same week i went to a evergreen hit film which was again released after 13 years n crowd was limited to our finger count , when the famous dialogue came...




" first love if lost pricks like thorn throughout our life "

i clapped alone in the theatre.