god take me to hell ...

What am i , cha i should ve never done this !!! God take me n arun to hell .


Being a friend how come i do this , how can i console his sadness , he s frying in frustration there ,

his dry sorrow's drinking all his blood , he is melting with disgust ,
he s dying of loneliness ,

" spilled rice could be picked but

Spilled words in anger cant "


ah ! how true the words of tamil poet . When i think that i'm one of the reason for this, i dont even want to see my face in mirror .




Before explaining the incidence let me give intro about them ,

he s ganapathy my good friend ( not anymore after my stupid act)

she well known as M***.. ..

they both , they both , they both ... guys i need not explain there s only one possibility to guess between them .. ya. u r ryt ?

Everyone envy them , they made together well , i was very proud of him while others say "how he got that girl,

"she was like a sacred apple only for god "



They were always together with their sms , smiles , Ladies hostel gate meetings
[which he used to joke as his gateway of india ]... he even became
a poet after seeing her , one of his poems

" when she sees me i feel

her eyes as a pair of black disc

Revolving around singing a song

which only i Hear- Bethoven symphony"



Now the incident ( the following things r true to each word )

During noon class one day he dint come , while me n arun was chatting
we found M*** was messaging someone with full of smiles n shyness.

its a usual thing n well kown to everyone bcos ganapathy n M**** ll be always messaging in class . Guys used to watch it as a wimbledon match turning both sides .. like first he ll typing with smiles n we used to watch him , then after pressing SEND button that side M**** ll stop taking notes n start to msg with smile ...
it goes goes like FedEX- Nadal final match in wimbledon sunday. always the rallies ll be very long !!!.

That day while she was messaging , i sms-ed him where r u ? n r u messaging her ? [ i'm a dumb to ask this which started everything ]

He replied " no, i'm not messaging her" .

My part is over with this but me n arun ve done enough to start a World War
between them ...

That evening as usual she messaged her without knowing what s going to happen ...

M : hi pa ,y u dint come to class huh ?

G : no specific reason , u missed me ?

M : ( with smile ) no no , just was doing another work ( with a kidding smiley) .

G : ( controlled his last cm of temper ) oh. what work may i know ??

M : n0 way ! just was in a romantic mood so so.. mmmhmm wont tell what
i was doing ....

G : ok. where u messaging in class today ?

M : god ! u some nostredam , how u guessed it ? great pa, but i wont tell
any detail about it

G: no need , its obvious from the way u msg now ...

M : i dont get u , what u mean ?

( he dint mean to ask it , but his possessiveness overtook his sense )

G : u found another guy ?

( poisonous words which spread like venom in her , she was shattered ,

she simply couldnt breathe but somehow replied him )

M : ur word s dissecting me alive ... a relationship without
Trust s worth nothing.
Good bye once for all .

( she throw ed the mobile n fell in tears ) ...


They both didnt know god s playing this game ... The Truth s He s very concerned for her , his endless affection for her just made him turn blind for few seconds within which all damages ve be done ...

She was actually messaging VODAFONE for activation of tunes which they can hear while speaking to their liked ones , she wanted to keep it a suprise
for him , but now everything s gone ....

Me n Arun were used as toys by God for this act ... sometimes god is cruel.

May be its true " she s a sacred apple for god " so god did this to separate them .

Now he still cant make his mind clear has changed his orkut status msg as

"am NOT weak.. u dont know LOVE n Frenship ... i feel sorry for u "

evethough he reflects his anger towards her in orkut , he cant still realise

what is deep inside his heart - its only HER..


( if u dont beleive , go n read his status msg in orkut ) ..

When ll they dance together ....



When ll they see the sunrise together ...

.... its upto god to decide .