Saturday, August 29, 2009

Time to da TAG...

Tagged by Arun,

About the TAG:The idea is, to list five items in each category and not necessarily in order of liking. You can always add or subtract categories according to your will. Then tag five people.

My five favorite words :

1. Mayeeru ( hair) - though not a parliamentary word i use it always
to express my excitement, frustration n
possibly all moods.

2. ok - i use it with a deep expiration to end the conversation .

3. che - dont know how i got used to it, not able to get rid of it.

4. best - use this to annoy my friend's situation when they get fired in wards.

5. see you - i like this word so much , i even say ' see u' to strangers after a conversation
i feel it as a word of respect to them.

My five favorite celebrity crushes:


1. sri devi - ( before the cosmetic nose surgery )

2. angelina julie - her lips , my god! ( sorry pitt)

3. Ana Ivanovic - ( u r the best forehand winner in women's tennis, get back to the rhythm)

4. penelope cruz

5. jennifer connelly


My five favorite random things:

1. Toothbrush - just love brushing , i was a left hander n was forced to write n do all things in right , but i brush with left hand, the only thing my parents didnt note when i was a kid, so got only
one event to prove i'm a left hander .

2. Mirror - spend lots of time combing my hair n desperately pluck my mustache
hoping soon it ll get thick n wide.

3. Purse - heavy purse to be clear, always ll fill my purse with coins , i like my purse
to be heavier.

4. chain - that chain was given by my Grand pa when i was born , still wearing
it n love biting it , when i'm alone or feel alone.

5. Horse - never had a ride , but like to see it ( i ve seen only twice, that
too it was a bit like brother donkey,
dream lots about How Alexander won the whole world with Bucephlaos )


My Five Favourite Literary Characters :

1. Margret - from Scarlett Pimpernel

2. Edmond Dantes - from The Count of Monte Cristo

3. Jackal - from The Day oF Jackal

4. Catherine blake - from The Unlikely Spy.

5. Gabreil Allon - from The Kill Artist.


My Five Favourite Movie Characters :

1. Micheal corelone - from THE GODFATHER

2. Vito Corelone - from THE GODFATHER

3. Col. Frank Slade - from The Scent oF Woman.

4. Achilles - from Troy

5. Surya - from Thallapathi ...




thats all ... I made it .

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

My First Attempt ...

Thought to do Arun's tag , but suddenly it striked why shouldn't i try new things , whatever crap it may be but its my space :)



MY FIRST ATTEMPT in Hikoo...

" ... my life is a poem

but i'm not a poet "


p.s - actually what i want to mean is , i feel my life as a poem but i dont have the
complete control over it like apart from my Autonomous nervous
system other things dont go as my wish , my mind , my thoughts ,
my likings are going in its own direction . .


MY FIRST ATTEMPT in Story


I loved her, she didn't love me .

Prologue- what to do ? if she had loved me back i could ve written romanctic poems, lines , conversations , cat fights etc etc, n there might been a villain too ... but she dint love so thats all . But its a complete story by all means no loop holes..

p.s- first story with prologue longer than story .




MY FIRST ATTEMPT in Acrostics

G - girls like him and

A - always want him

N- near them , not that he is the sexiest

A - and romantic

P - person in the world , but girls want

A- all the sexiest guys in the world

T - to look like

H - him, you may wonder

Y - y? , thats life , it doesnt give the answer to all questions...

p.s - ganapathy my college friend , deserves each word in it. i havent seen
Romeo, Anthonio, hamlet or Paris , but i ve seen ganapathy- our college
romeo. You deserve more than this man...


then i dont ve any new attempts , will come back soon with MY SECOND ATTEMPTS ...

Saturday, August 15, 2009

god take me to hell ...



What am i , cha i should ve never done this !!! God take me n arun to hell .


Being a friend how come i do this , how can i console his sadness , he s frying in frustration there ,

his dry sorrow's drinking all his blood , he is melting with disgust ,
he s dying of loneliness ,

" spilled rice could be picked but

Spilled words in anger cant "


ah ! how true the words of tamil poet . When i think that i'm one of the reason for this, i dont even want to see my face in mirror .




Before explaining the incidence let me give intro about them ,

he s ganapathy my good friend ( not anymore after my stupid act)

she well known as M***.. ..

they both , they both , they both ... guys i need not explain there s only one possibility to guess between them .. ya. u r ryt ?

Everyone envy them , they made together well , i was very proud of him while others say "how he got that girl,

"she was like a sacred apple only for god "



They were always together with their sms , smiles , Ladies hostel gate meetings
[which he used to joke as his gateway of india ]... he even became
a poet after seeing her , one of his poems

" when she sees me i feel

her eyes as a pair of black disc

Revolving around singing a song

which only i Hear- Bethoven symphony"



Now the incident ( the following things r true to each word )

During noon class one day he dint come , while me n arun was chatting
we found M*** was messaging someone with full of smiles n shyness.

its a usual thing n well kown to everyone bcos ganapathy n M**** ll be always messaging in class . Guys used to watch it as a wimbledon match turning both sides .. like first he ll typing with smiles n we used to watch him , then after pressing SEND button that side M**** ll stop taking notes n start to msg with smile ...
it goes goes like FedEX- Nadal final match in wimbledon sunday. always the rallies ll be very long !!!.

That day while she was messaging , i sms-ed him where r u ? n r u messaging her ? [ i'm a dumb to ask this which started everything ]

He replied " no, i'm not messaging her" .

My part is over with this but me n arun ve done enough to start a World War
between them ...

That evening as usual she messaged her without knowing what s going to happen ...

M : hi pa ,y u dint come to class huh ?

G : no specific reason , u missed me ?

M : ( with smile ) no no , just was doing another work ( with a kidding smiley) .

G : ( controlled his last cm of temper ) oh. what work may i know ??

M : n0 way ! just was in a romantic mood so so.. mmmhmm wont tell what
i was doing ....

G : ok. where u messaging in class today ?

M : god ! u some nostredam , how u guessed it ? great pa, but i wont tell
any detail about it

G: no need , its obvious from the way u msg now ...

M : i dont get u , what u mean ?

( he dint mean to ask it , but his possessiveness overtook his sense )

G : u found another guy ?

( poisonous words which spread like venom in her , she was shattered ,

she simply couldnt breathe but somehow replied him )

M : ur word s dissecting me alive ...
a relationship without
Trust s worth nothing.
Good bye once for all .

( she throw ed the mobile n fell in tears ) ...


They both didnt know god s playing this game ... The Truth s He s very concerned for her , his endless affection for her just made him turn blind for few seconds within which all damages ve be done ...

She was actually messaging VODAFONE for activation of tunes which they can hear while speaking to their liked ones , she wanted to keep it a suprise
for him , but now everything s gone ....

Me n Arun were used as toys by God for this act ... sometimes god is cruel.

May be its true " she s a sacred apple for god " so god did this to separate them .

Now he still cant make his mind clear has changed his orkut status msg as

"am NOT weak.. u dont know LOVE n Frenship ... i feel sorry for u "

evethough he reflects his anger towards her in orkut , he cant still realise

what is deep inside his heart - its only HER..


( if u dont beleive , go n read his status msg in orkut ) ..

When ll they dance together ....



When ll they see the sunrise together ...

.... its upto god to decide .

6weeks of life ...

Six weeks over am still Breathing... final yr medicine posting s considered as one
of the toughest in career . out of 12weeks i ve completed first half n the Internal assessment
...
Actually i dint find it very difficult as i expected (thanks to my friend's worthy !! advice how
to get accustomed to it) ... The thing i felt difficult s reaching hosp 7.30, standing in wards , so n so
small small physical strain.

I made myself clear before postin that i cant complete all medicine books or know every
word in medicine , i'm moving at my own pace, never minding what others think about me ..

My achievments in 6 weeks.;

1. i havent answered a single question in op ( only once i was questioned in entire 6weeks)

2. i dint change any of my schedule - saw eng movies, went to theatre, played
cricket , went for night treats, went long long distance dinner .

3. i slept more than usual ...

4 . i'm not going noon classes, got used to post-prandial sleep (enjoying the
sleep as a result of splanchinic vasodilatation)

serious part ..

5. i'm less talkative , i see the difference in me . I hate those serious faces
around me discussing subjects , so keep mum , also constant torture from kid sister saying
i dont behave mature enough, i'm never serious etc, etc, so just reduced my overflowing speech.
seriously i dont know how to behave serious , she wont understand so just keep tough
face at times and pretend i'm serious ....

thats all nothing more ...

Then about my unit ...

My unit s a bit brainy unit , so naturally i got to suffer between them. At first
i cant even follow them , even at times i used to guess what language they speak ...
Even while examing i dont hear what they hear with steth. And am poor in differentiating
the heart murmurs ...

so i play a tactic in unit , when reading about a disease i ll search n read a Rare n rarest
sign, next day while examining i ask whether this sign present or not , just love !!to see their
blinking eyes with self questioning themself .

Eg. i asked one day whether Tansoyl's sign present while examining Liver in Cirrhosis patient . ( actually its a simple test , just need a inch tape to do it , just the word is unheard)
These r my small small things i do to survive in unit ...

The most convincing part came this week in First Unit wards, while taking class sir
told all these murmur r nothing usefull in ur life after passing final yr mbbs unless u take cardio.
I exhaled with great relief " oh god i will escape soon "

Logic fact for this is :- Before 30 yrs to pass mbbs u must know everything about syphilis ,

at present to pass mbbs u must know everything about Rheumatic fever n heart disease.

Eventually the incidence of new cases of rheumatic fever s drastically reduced after

introduction of appropriate antibiotic treatment . .

Anyway first unit medicine is a different experience , just one week over, so
ll write about it in separate post after 6weeks. .


The toughest question came during I.A when my chief asked

what speciality u going to take after mbbs ?

I blinked for a longtime n then answered i havent decided yet sir ,
that day i was very embarrased n thought he could ve asked a toughest question in subject instead.
still i got no answer for it , when i think about it i feel really bad so stopped thinking about it. . .
I even know what my friends going to take like

Arunkumar - Radiologist [ MD,DMRD]

Vijayaraj - ENT [MS]

Ganapathy - MS [ general surgeon ]

Henithraj - MD [ anaesthesia ]



then how come i dont know what i'm
interested in ... ok right now i'm not interested in this topic , goin to sleep ..